What You Shouldn't Do Before an Orgo Test

I was so sick of studying or doing any real work that I went and reread every single entry on this blog so far. Yeah.

The good thing is that I seem to have cut down on the whining and the capriciousness of my opinions. Maybe it is because I am maturing? I hope I am. After all, in a year and a half I will probably be somewhere outside of Michigan and truly on my own. I also hope that I am developing a stronger will. I like to delude myself sometimes and believe that I form most of my own opinions. But in reality I am more of a chameleon, trying to fit my surroundings. Of course there are things that I do that are in no way trying to fit in (like not going to parties and not drinking, for example), but I don't really go out on a limb. I don't think I should be actively trying to make myself feel uncomfortable, but I don't really challenge myself in anything except for academics. I need to go out more.

Random tangent. I still can't believe that I livestreamed from 9 to 5 today. And from 8 to 12 and 10:45 to 1 AM yesterday. I really can't do anything useful.

So I do have a goal of becoming more sophisticated. Short term I will be trying not to speak before I form the sentence in my head. That should help me improve my understandibility rate considerably. I also need to work on enunciation. I bet a computer is easier to understand than me.